i’m getting really sick of this shit. everyone always says how i’m MIA, never hanging out, blah blah blah because “i’m always hanging out with ben.” first of all, i live with ben, so yes i am around him a lot. second of all, NO ONE EVER CALLS ME. my friends stopped caring about me a long time ago, people that live outside louisville never let me know when they’re home and never bother calling me but hang out with every single other one of my friends and none of them bother to call me. if i call them, they don’t want to talk to me, ignore me, don’t call back. it’s bullshit. i’m sick of people and i’m sick of them being like wahhh shes always with ben, i was like that two fucking years ago, and you still never wanted to hang out when i called. the only reason i hang out with ben all the time is because he’s the only person that likes me. i just don’t think anyone understands how lonely i am.
i hate this city.
